It seems like the whole two years I've looked back at that day when I found out that due to those 'petit mals', or small seizures, I'd have to wait even longer. I'll never forget how frustrated I was when I found out that after waiting for what already seemed like forever, I'd have to continue in a space of nothingness where I couldn't progress towards anything. No matter what I started, I knew I'd have to leave it for the two years that were looming off in the distance. After those extra 6 weeks, I finally made it through and blissfully started what became the greatest experience of my life. As great as every experience was, I feel like there wasn't a day that went by that I didn't wonder why the Lord had delayed my report time. It just kept bugging me and bugging me. Before the mission, I seemed to have all of my life plans worked out, and as the report date came and was even more delayed, I saw that apparently everything I had planned was not the Lord's plans, and I definitely wasn't thinking what he was thinking.
After some time full of countless miracles and experiences that I'll cherish forever, those last 6 weeks finally arrived, the time where I would have gone home, but the time where someone else saw it was necessary to keep me here. I figured that I'd been out in Gilmer for 7 and a half months, I had lived the dream there, and decided it would be the most fun to go back to the city and finish my mission in Oak Cliff- the area I had loved so much. I had it all figured out and just about had all the weekly planning done for what I was convinced would be my new area, Oak Cliff East! It was going to be so awesome, and the greatest part about being an old missionary out in the Texas Dallas Mission is that President Durrant is known to send you wherever you want to go and will almost bend over backwards to meet needs and desires. I figured that my relationship with President even gave me that much more of the advantage...so I scheduled an interview with him after one of our meetings and as you all know, to my surprise, left that interview with the knowledge that yet again, my plans were not the Lord's plans neither my thoughts his thoughts.
With an eye of Faith and what seemed like an unquenchable desire that I would do whatever the Lord had especially planned me to do, I felt like I did nothing special, but just carry on what I'd been doing for the past 23 months now by working my heart out. I truly can't tell you how many times in my mission, and especially these past few transfers, how many times I've prayed to know the "why" the Lord had delayed my Missionary service. I didn't feel like I was asking for a sign, but I wanted to see something, anything! I wanted to know why, out of all the places on this planet I was sent to spend almost half my mission in what many people have dubbed a "podunk town" called Gilmer. This past week I truly have never felt so grateful and so in debt to someone I have come to know and love as my Heavenly Father. Through the course of my mission I have learned that he really does love us and isn't some distant spirit being off somewhere in Space, but gave us families as an example of our relationship with him and truly does care about every single one of our desires. I was recently able to see him answer more than just one prayer coming from more than just one person.
I'm going to backtrack a little bit to the time when I just got in the area with Elder Browning and started working in the beautiful area of East Texas! I was so pumped as I felt like we were truly our own mission! So far away and separated from the city in location, people, and even the way we worked. We were always scrambling around to find people that we could teach and became interested in a couple that our Ward Mission Leader was trying to set up with us. The couple, Mason and Kristy, were about my age and had gotten married a few weeks after I arrived in Gilmer. I didn't know anybody out here too well, but everyone was excited about their marriage. It was the talk of the town on the Baptist and the Mormon side (which covers just about all of Upshur county) due to the fact that he was Baptist and she was Mormon. We figured that would be a perfect opportunity for us to bring the blessings of the gospel, especially a temple sealing, to the new couple, but as the church started getting involved, we were disappointed to find out that Mason's family was not only active Baptist, but that his Dad was the Pastor. On top of all that, Mason was diagnosed with Leukemia and with not too much time, began his prescribed and yet strong doses of chemotherapy. With those flags in the air and other details involved, we were completely pushed to the side and investigating the church was completely out of the picture. We accepted the truth, more sourly than we should have, I'll admit, but returned to finding and teaching.
Time went on and two companions later, Elder Trias and I continued the work we had been doing before. As December rolled around, we started seeing a lot more of Mason and Kristy and would always chat with them about how the treatments were going and talked about visiting with them. I still have no idea how we kept running into them, but we eventually found out that his strong treatments were just about finished and that they finally wanted to meet with us! We were sooooooooo stoked to get to talk with them (and that they had somehow gotten over the taboo'd idea of meeting with Mormon missionaries when your Dad's a baptist preacher.) I remember setting up the first appointment with them, and for some odd reason, it seemed to fall right where my last 6 weeks began. In-between that time frame my request to leave the area was shot down and I anxiously, or more so frantically, prayed that I would be able to do whatever the Lord wanted me to and that I would come to know it. I would pray pray pray...then wake up and realize that I was still on my knees, and continue my prayer and then go to bed. Meanwhile, the lessons with Mason were going better than I had seen before. The things we taught started making more sense to him and the questions he had felt like questions I had been specifically trained to answer. It was really a surprise to me when I saw how easy it was to teach him specifically and bringing the teachings and answers to his level just felt like second nature. I don't know if it's making sense to y’all, but I just felt so comfortable in every situation and things just happened for us. It was so amazing as I heard him give some of the most powerful prayers I've heard in my life, asking his Heavenly Father if this all really was true, expressing his desire and hoping that it all was true. I normally challenge people to be baptized on the first visit, but this time, for some reason, I waited and took a different route. But again, it just felt like second nature, and after a few visits, he accepted the challenge, and a few visits even later, we settled on a date for him (we just about jumped out of our chairs and took our Stake Dancing skills to their living room when he told us the date.)
The big obstacle for him was to inform his Baptist family that...he was going to be baptized in the Mormon Church. (To put it in perspective for those who haven't been in the South...hearing your child is becoming a Mormon is like your doctor calling you and diagnosing you with cancer. Quite ironic, isn't it...) So we prepared for the bad news and tried our best to come up with what would be the most effective damage control, but when Mason dropped the news on us, he told us his Dad said he was 'happy for him and that he found something that makes him happy'...and not only that...but supports him in his decision?!?!? Huh?!?!?!? We would have danced even more if we weren't so dumbstruck and I probably would have had something worthwhile to say if it didn't take me about 10 minutes to pick my jaw off the floor...but that's really how it went!!!!! (Hallelujah)
So in an answer to so many prayers that Kristy and her family had given (remember how I said everyone's related here...), we set up Mason's baptism for the 16th of February. We had given out invitations like we normally do and Mason got his parents to commit to come, but when it all started, we had no idea just how big it was going to be. We always have a good turnout to baptisms here, but we were starting to overflow 10 minutes before the service started! (That's over 45 minutes early in standard Mormon time!!!) So we took the party to the chapel and to our surprise, almost filled up there too!!! It was such an amazing service with so many people to support such an event and the spirit was tangible there.
As great as it all was, the crowning moment for me was when Kristy's Mom came up to me after the service and food part, when people were wrapping it up and heading back home. In that quiet hall, she started telling me about when she first saw me stand up as Bishop introduced me to the congregation, and how she knew in that moment, I was sent here to teach Mason. She said she felt it so strong that she knew that I was going to teach him when he would be ready. She talked about how it just amazed her as to how long I stayed here and how I went by transfer after transfer without moving, but she kept it to herself that I was staying until Mason was ready to listen. She began to cry as she thanked me for the Spirit we've brought to her home as we've taught and the changes that she's seen because of it. I know that it's not because of me that all of these things are happening, but I do know that like President Monson has said before, there truly is nothing like when the Lord uses you to answer one (or many) of his children's prayers.
Que se acuerdan Isaiah 55:8&9..."For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."
Les Quiero Mucho y espero que vean la mano de Dios como yo la he visto
Elder Wilson